It reads as follows:
Dear friend,
You may not share my battle and this may not be new revelation to you. That's fine. But perhaps this will serve as a reminder or encourage you or someone that YOU know who shares our common gift.
I was reading a blog by my friend, Gabrielle Gibson today. http://qu3eng.blogspot.co.uk/
Her piece on Broken English (which I'm sure you'll love) is so beautiful. I found myself fist pumping and letting out OOHS and AAHS while reading it and later sharing it on my social media pages.
As a friend, I was proud and impressed by her- and as a writer, I was madly excited and inspired to do better.
Prior to that, I was also listening to a spoken word piece by Itohan Osaigbovo - which touched on a topic that had my thoughts reeling and coaxed me into challenging myself as an individual after God's heart.
I'm sure you have had a similar experience.
Often, the people around us will inspire us with the gift and purpose they have been blessed with, whether it be through their creativity, skill, natural talent, wisdom, knowledge or execution and other spiritual attributes and fruits. Can you believe God's creation??? My mind is blown sometimes. He's amazing!
Unfortunately, more than or instead of praising God for His goodness and the pouring out of His spirit on creation which allows all this splendour to spring forth or simply enjoying and learning from the people around us - we covet what others have or feel insecure about we have and do not have.
I have been guilty of this. I know my skill, my talent, my gift and my purpose - I know my God. Still, I have made comparisons, and felt inferior because certain criteria made it seem like someone else was a better writer and servant than I am or ever will be.
I'm sure you can identify a handful of people in your life who are incredibly good at what they do (writing). And if you line them up in your mind, I can also assure you that none of them are identical but that each one is set apart for His good works.
Dying to my insecurities is a daily action. And part of doing so is acknowledging that I have held envy, low-self esteem, a warped sense of giftings and what I am able to do in this life at my bosom. I have nursed these babes and enabled them, feeding their growth and development in my life. Part of breaking this cycle, is celebrating you and sharing my story, and perhaps encouraging you to do the same for yourself or someone else.
Whether you battle fears that you are not enough of a theologian, comedian, scholar of literature and academic genius, an expert on Christian rhetoric or an entertainer who bears the mark of a skilled artisan or simply feel like you are not doing God or your faith justice - God sees you, and I have compassion for your journey.
I am reminded today that there are diversities of gifts, but the same Spirit, differences in ministries but the same Lord, diversities in activities, but the same God who works in all. The manifestation of the Spirit has been given to each one of us for the profit of all. The 12th Chapter of 1 Corinthians speaks about this unity in diversity. At some point we were all Gentiles, carried away to the dumb idols (insecurities) we served, however we were led. And by the grace of God, we can be delivered from that ignorance. God has set us, members of the body, just as He pleased.
If you're troubled by comparisons, be encouraged.
'If the whole body were an eye, where would be the hearing? If the whole were hearing, where would be the smelling?' 1 Corinthians12:17
'And if they were all one member, where would the body be?' 1 Corinthians 12:19
If you've been liberated from this - HALLELUJAH! If you're healing, PRAISE GOD! If you haven't had this issue, THANK JESUS, and if you are stronger in this area, pray for and assist the weak. If you're starting your journey, the Lord is at hand and mighty to save.
I would think God promotes diversity, let us celebrate it too.
I thank God for your gift, and pray that the greatest of all gifts, being the Love which is God - will continue to make room for you.
Have a wonderful day!
Regards
INFO ABOUT ASHLEIGH:
Ashleigh Davids (21) is located in Cape Town, South Africa. As a writer and storyteller, she hopes to write what He likes, as aptly stated in the tag line of her personal blog, www.ashleighdavids.com. Her journey is full of pot holes, and experience has proven that short cuts don't work out that well. She's chosen the scenic route - life with a God who never fails. Flat tires are not rare, and we all know that gas does not come cheaply. She hopes to always possess enough to give to others and her road trip is accompanied by floetry, teaching and an interest in editorial work for magazines.
She's terribly gifted with a heart after God's. Make sure you check out her blog!
A beautifully written reminder to let your walk with God be your own. Being newly saved I was plagued by comparisons. I kept trying to make sure I was doing everything right. I had to realize that all I am supposed to be doing is submitting to my Saviour. He can't use me if my heart is occupied by insecurity or doubt. Nice piece!
ReplyDeleteLove, love, love!
ReplyDeleteThank you for your heart Gabrielle, God inspired this through YOU - and Broken English. LOL!
ReplyDeleteAnd in His awesome way of doing things, I was so sincerely encouraged and blessed by you! Such truth and wisdom in this letter
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